You can definitely find God in your life, the main thing is to believe that there is someone who knows how everything will be. When you convince yourself of this thought, you become part of God's plan, become closer to it. And this, in turn, allows you to grow strongly in personal terms and acquire an important goal in life.
You will need
Bible
Instruction manual
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Begin your search for God by understanding the following: God does not give you ratings and does not try to make you "good." God is trying to build a relationship between you.
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Recognize that you made mistakes, all people sin. Finding God does not mean observing all the rules of a righteous life and not retreating from the commandments. Recognizing that everyone is mistaken, you become closer to God and agree that he will forgive you sins.
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Try to get better all the time, grow spiritually. Be more loving, forgiving, sympathetic. People who find God cannot remain the same.
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Learn more about God. You will never be able to find out everything about him. But still, start reading the Bible. Let God speak to you through prayer.